Again? Did his younger self just say again? It cuts through the self piteous fog that had been looming uncomfortably close just now. "What do you mean, 'again'?" he says, watching his younger self go slack in the snow. Now is likely not the time for this, but - dammit, the absence of anything solid to hold onto, he can't help but follow the thread laid before him. "You've died before? How? When?"

And how the fuck did he manage to get killed and not remember it afterwards?