"What gave it away? The fact that I don't like eating? Or is it the thing where I don't like having to breathe either. Or maybe it's I can't fly or use water how I want to? Or is it maybe the fact that I've never felt as vulnerable as I do like this? Or that I can't go back to the place I was just starting to call home? The place I had just been learning to enjoy."

In short, Lapis has a few issues. So while she does take a few (barefooted) steps towards the table, she doesn't do anything with it out of her own petulance.